Wishing my beautiful Grand Daughter Heather Abigal Butler a wonderful 38th birthday today. You're with all of us, in our hearts and along side us everywhere we go but you're so missed Hope her sister Jessica, brother in law Robbie and her parents Timothy and Barbara can make it through today along with my son Nick...
Wishing my sister Heather and brother Nicholas a happy anniversary! My heart aches for you, Nick, because you were officially a member of our Butler tribe but you never got to walk down the aisle with her, because of what those monsters did to her.
I miss my dearest sister so much! I know that you're looking at all of us, smiling, but there's a tear in your eye, wishing that you were still here! I hope that today is like any other for you Nick, where you always make it through. You're stronger than you'll ever know. I love both of you.
This is such a difficult day but also a day of joy, the day you were born big sister! So badly I wish you were here to celebrate it with us but you are with us in our hearts and standing beside us all in spirit. Your parents Timothy and Barbara were graced the day you were born, through your lifetime and continue to be graced to this day.
Thank so much for everything you've shared with...
Nick, I know this isn't an easy day for you brother, but I wish you and my big sister a wonderful anniversary! It isn't an easy day for my parents, that's for sure. I had and still have the greatest big sister in the world with a brother I simply adore! You two were ying and yang and she brings out the best in you, you sure brought out the best in her! You always say you can handle this day but you crumble when it comes.. I love you no matter how many times you crumble, because you always rebuild and keep going Nick!
We'll give Happy its own Blog, Nick bro. Talk about the episodes here with me or anybody else who is watching the show. The second episode was equally great tonight bro, more plot twists and got to see Happy's random goofy side.
What's your thoughts on it, Nick? I know you watched it too, I got you hooked mang.
Today would be 11 years since my sister Heather was taken from this world by murder. I know that my bro Nicholas and momma Kali are dealing with it just as much as I am, along with my parents Tim and Barb. We celebrate the wonders that are you sister, all the wonderful things you accomplished and all of the hearts that you touched. We also hurt at the terrible act in that you were taken away, wondering how much more you had in you and what your future held.
I love you very much sister and we all miss you dearly. May you bless us in your light.
On the 27th Saturday it has been 10 years since Heather Abigal Butler, AKA Lady Blackwolf was taken away from this world unfairly. She was my grand daughter and is missed terribly. Not a day goes where she is not thought about and this is the time of year when I just think about her even more. You are smiling and pouncing in the afterlife and just waiting for us to show up and get pounced by you too.
Bless you grand daughter and thank you for sharing your gift with us. When you are among greatness you know it, you indeed were and ARE greatness.
15 years ago tomorrow brain cancer took you away from me and mom way too soon. I want to let you know that I'm doing everything to the best of my abilities and when I do my best I know you'd approve. A lot of things have happened since, I became a man and I've found your friends here at the KKE who are just super supportive and welcome just about anybody with open arms and...
9 years ago today Heather Abigal Butler, you were taken away from the world so unfairly and too soon. I know that every time I see you in my dreams or visions your smiling and free but I also see the tears that you shed much like me, your friends and family do because we just can't get you back soon enough. You are terribly missed and see you when its our time. "I owe you my life darling." ~Nicholas J. Miller
I had one of those "at work" kind of dreams where everything started off normal but slowly but surely the surroundings turned completely different like an abandoned building or haunted house and it even began to affect the outside world. Also, my co-workers and bosses began to turn from human into monsters that were so bizarre and messed up that I can't describe it. Some reason I bought my N64 and games with me to work too. There was a point where I just didn't want to be there at all, I felt like I was in a world I couldn't recognize anymore and that I was the only one who hadn't changed...
I'm sure everybody here has fought these at one point or another in their life. Your dependencies may have been different but so often they are life changers when you come out of them at the end.
My drinking and drug use to drown out the abusive people in my life back in my 20s and 30s is a very long story but the first battle of this long war of life happened when I was just about to turn 18. Everybody here knows of Randall, those who don't would be more familiar with the folklore as the man who RPd Mario here in the KKE. He sent me letters in the mail saying he was 17 and looking to...
Do not know of those who have decease close ones but when you do something you have never done before or do not think at first you have the strength to do such thing that those close ones are proud of you? Looking down upon us from heavens?
It is not religion I ask but perhaps just spiritual. Do you believe in spirits?
The past few weeks have been really really hard on me. Combination between stress at work that is to the point where it's eating away my confidence and just too much going on in life I'm going to wrap things up in the RP, hand racing team control to Rose and Pidgey and immediately announcing my retirement from the league.
Lance, lock my account after the end of today as well please. You guys know how to reach me on Yahoo, Facebook or by e-mail. Maybe I'll catch ya then. Bye everyone.
Three years ago I tried becoming vegetarian, something I really struggled with at the time and lasted six months. I ended up going back to meat, something I was not proud of but the meat cravings and what-have-you were so bad and was getting so skinny.
A few weeks ago, I decided to have another go and this time, feel more determined to succeed. However I now intend to take this to the next step.
Unlike last time, I am a lot more better in my food options and have done tons of research through various webpages and Youtube videos.
This morning, I lost a friend from 30 years on back to a stroke brought on by a blood clot. He was my backup guitarist for the band I was with back in the early 80's. The clot formed from a previous head injury he never fully recovered from, a horse riding accident a year and a half ago.
Needless to say, I am devastated. After knowing someone for that long, they aren't just a friend but they are family..
Can't sleep.. I don't know if anybody besides Nick, Paul, Kali and a few others can relate but how do you deal with someone that you thought the whole world of has physically passed on? My sister was murdered 7 1/2 years ago and one of her two attackers is still on the run.. I struggle with this still and this morning is one of those times.